My Momma always said, “When things are going good for you, the
Devil will always try to hold you back.” Never have I seen that
saying to be true than today. Suddenly, things are looking better
for me and my family than they have in a very long time, but forces
seemed determined to thwart it all and keep us down.
After being out of work for nearly 5 years now, I have received not
one, but two job offers with respectable companies making a good
salary. If I can get one of these jobs, we will finally be able to
start crawling out from the money problems that have been plaguing us
ever since I lost my job. Don't get me wrong, thanks to the
brilliant and often times miraculous efforts of my Amazing Wife, we
have never been in danger of losing our house or car nor have we ever
been in danger of starving. Somehow she has managed to keep us
afloat when so many people have gone under, but either of these new
jobs will help us do more than just manage.
That's where the Devil steps in. All of my life, with maybe two
exceptions, I have worked jobs that were basically shirt sleeves and
jeans. I have usually worked with my hands and dressing for the job
meant basically putting on a pair of jeans and a shirt. The only
real suit I ever owned was the one I got married in and that was 12
inches and 120 lbs ago. So now, I have to dress Business Dress which
means slacks, nice shirt, tie and a Jacket. The shirts I got thanks
to Gifts of the Heart, same with ties. I own one pair of slacks and
Zero jackets. See what I mean about the Devil stepping in?
If I can get this job, I can finally start giving back to our family.
I can finally start helping pay the bills and such. To get the job,
I need a new suit. To keep the job after I get it, I am going to
need more slacks, Jackets etc. Unfortunately, to buy the things I
need, I would need to get the jobs since our budget does not cover
new clothes for me especially suits and jackets that can run hundreds
of dollars. So God gives me gifts and the Devil does his best to
steal them away.
Don't get me wrong, I am not complaining. God has done so much for
us ever since we started this journey that a few obstacles thrown in
my way is not going to discourage me. At this point, I cannot see a
way to get the things I need, but I am sure with God's help I will
fins a way. I just have to take it one step at a time. I have come
to far to falter now.
Amen
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